Honestly;
I dont ever apologize first to anyone that are close to me. Not family or friends. Idk why. I mean I’ll apologize but maybe not right away. And if I do apologize or not I guess it doesn’t really matter. Except for you, there’s something about it that I’ll always get myself back and do something. I’ll tell myself countless time to wait and wait, or try not to care about the situation too much, but I’ll always have this feeling that I need to take action. And I guess, it’s cause I’m afraid to lose you..
